I can't believe the outrageous price it costs just to submit an application for a college. At 30 bucks a pop, the financial cost is literally driving me up the wall. Not to mention the $10 fee to send my ACT scores to them.. I'm just at a loss for words. I literally have no idea what to do. It's a struggle just to come up with the thirty dollars for one application, what in the world am I going to do about the others? I've been so optimistic up to this point. I have the grades, the credits, and the extracurricular activities to excel in college, but that's not all that they want. They want money. They want rich kids who can afford the expenses. What is a incredibly low-expense family to do? I'm going to do everything that I can just to send in the applications that I need to, but that is going to be near to impossible to accomplish. Why would they make you send in $30 just so you can receive the news that you were not accepted? Surely the stamp isn't embellished with gold and rubies. This society is so not fair, I'm literally at my wits end. I definitely do not want to waste my education or my life doing something I don't want to do. I want to make my family proud, despite all of this chaos. If only I was allowed to have a job beforehand, then I could have had a checking account and a way to pay for this crap. I want my Father to be here.. Here's to my loss of optimism and my journey to failure. I've lost my faith.
Would've, could've, should've.
I'm in so much trouble..
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