Deadline, scholarships, and the college-bound blues.

                      My goal in life is to one day, successfully, become a Doctor. I want nothing more than to help people. I want to have the satisfaction that I helped save a life, or be able to see the smile on the face of a patient who has become well because of my help. I have goals, I have dreams. Some of them may seem far-fetched, but I'm trying my hardest to accomplish them. True, I have no idea where I want to go for college.. but, I still have a definite plan of action for what I want to do. I want to be a Gator, or a Nole. I want to be able to make my family proud. I mean, as the first member of my family to go to college, this means a lot to them and me. I'm so ignorant when it comes to the whole college scenario. I have no idea how to go about getting financial aid, or how to choose what's right for me.. It is somewhat a challenge. All I know is I'm doing everything I can to excel in school. But, anyway. This blog is about the only thing I can talk to at the moment. As funny as it sounds coming from a girl who blogged about "temptation" and giving into the social buzz about blogger, I'm glad I decided to create one of these. It gives me stability and helps me let all of my feelings out when there's no one else to listen to me at the moment. There's no one that I know of that has a set idea of what they are going to do, not even that someone who is important to me.. It's hard to juggle worrying about your own career as well as someone else's.

             Here's to wishing I could focus on the good and not the bad..
                                                       Until next time..